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the cat is out of the bag we are living 00:00:00

the cat is out of the bag we are living in the scientific world where secrets 00:00:04

cannot be kept and anyone any time can 00:00:11

pick up something which will 00:00:14

short-circuit all the ancient religious 00:00:17

techniques yoga practice meditation etc 00:00:21

service is all very embarrassing but it 00:00:23

will happen not for everybody but for a 00:00:26

lot of people and they will see what all 00:00:29

those sages and boodles and Yogi's and 00:00:33

the prophets saw in ancient times and it 00:00:38

will be very clear 00:00:38

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the mystical experience is nothing other than becoming aware of your true 00:01:44

physical relationship to the universe 00:01:52

and you're amazed thunderstruck by the 00:01:59

feeling that underneath everything that 00:02:03

goes on in this world the fundamental 00:02:05

thing is a state of unbelievable bliss 00:02:05

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I'm referring to a kind of experience the kind of shall we say state of 00:02:42

consciousness which seems to be as 00:02:48

prevalent among human beings as measles 00:02:55

it's something that simply happens and 00:02:59

we don't know why it happens and 00:03:02

although there are all sorts of 00:03:04

techniques which claim to be able to 00:03:07

promote it and which are more or less 00:03:09

successful in doing so and sometimes 00:03:11

rather less than more nevertheless there 00:03:15

is this peculiar thing that happens to 00:03:18

people and it's been recorded as far 00:03:23

back in time as we have any recording at 00:03:25

all and that is coming over people the 00:03:33

peculiarly convincing sensation that 00:03:40

they are ordinary sense of individuality 00:03:44

personal identity is transcendent 00:03:50

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and the individual suddenly feels an experience that actually it could be 00:04:45

described from a number of quite 00:04:49

different points of view but we could 00:04:52

add up these dominant characteristics 00:04:57

that instead of the ordinary feeling 00:05:00

that I as an individual confront a world 00:05:04

that is foreign to me that is not me in 00:05:08

this kind of experience I find myself to 00:05:12

be of one and the same nature or 00:05:17

identity as the world outside 00:05:21

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in other words I suddenly feel no longer a stranger in the world but as if the 00:06:18

external world were my own body the next 00:06:31

aspect of the feeling 00:06:34

is even more difficult to assimilate to 00:06:38

our ordinary practical intelligence but 00:06:42

a very overwhelming feeling that 00:06:44

everything that happens everything I 00:06:47

have ever done everything anybody else 00:06:49

has ever done was part of our harmonious 00:06:53

design that there is no error at all 00:06:54

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[Music] now you see I'm not talking about a 00:07:27

philosophy I'm not talking about a 00:07:32

rationalization some sort of theory that 00:07:36

somebody cooked up in order to explain 00:07:38

the world I'm talking about a rather 00:07:42

whimsical unpredictable experience that 00:07:45

suddenly hits people and it includes 00:07:49

this element of feeling the total 00:07:53

harmonious mess of everything 00:07:56

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so this thing that the sensation of a kind of universal harmony cannot come to 00:09:27

us when it is sought when we look for it 00:09:37

as something to be an escape from the 00:09:40

way we actually feel or to compensate 00:09:42

for the way we actually feel it's a 00:09:44

thing that comes out of the blue and 00:09:46

when it comes out of the blue just like 00:09:48

hiccups come out of the blue something 00:09:50

like that it's overwhelming the 00:09:52

convincing 00:09:54

and it stands as actually the foundation 00:09:59

for most of mankind's profound 00:10:05

philosophical mystical metaphysical and 00:10:09

religious ideas someone in other words 00:10:11

to whom this sort of thing has happened 00:10:15

can't restrain himself when it has 00:10:17

happened and he has to get up and tell 00:10:19

everybody about it and alas he becomes 00:10:23

the founder of a religion-- because 00:10:26

people say look at that ban how happy he 00:10:30

is 00:10:30

what conviction he has he has no doubts 00:10:33

he seems to be sure in everything he 00:10:36

does 00:10:37

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and so in the same way when somebody has an experience of this kind he just has 00:11:58

to tell everybody about it because you 00:12:07

see he sees everybody around him looking 00:12:12

dreadfully serious looking as if they 00:12:16

had a problem 00:12:17

looking as if the the our act of living 00:12:20

were extremely difficult but from his 00:12:24

standpoint the person who had this 00:12:25

experience he feels that they look funny 00:12:28

that they don't understand that there 00:12:32

isn't any problem at all that he has 00:12:36

seen from where he stands you see that 00:12:41

the meaning of being alive is just being 00:12:45

alive that is to say 00:12:45

I look at the color of your hair in the shape of your eyebrow and I understand 00:12:53

that that is the point that's what we're 00:13:02

all here for 00:13:02

and it's so played it's so ugly 00:13:05

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[Music] and yet here is everybody rushing around 00:14:27

in a great panic as if it were necessary 00:14:37

for them to achieve something beyond all 00:14:40

that and the funny thing is they're not 00:14:44

quite sure what it is but they are 00:14:48

devilishly intent upon it after that 00:14:51

thing and so to the person in the state 00:14:56

of consciousness which I call mystical 00:14:57

that all seems very weird very absurd 00:14:57

but it's not something that you criticize in an unkindly way you don't 00:15:07

say those damned fools 00:15:13

those idiots you say it's such a pity 00:15:17

that they don't see it because although 00:15:23

they are going around in this wildly 00:15:26

ignorant pursuit one of the funny things 00:15:29

about it is that they don't realize that 00:15:31

there is a dimension a sense in which 00:15:34

their pursuit is magnificent 00:15:34

in other words the intensely serious preoccupations and anxieties of mankind 00:15:44

appear from the standpoint not to be 00:15:52

foolishness but to be a kind of marvel 00:15:52

in the same way perhaps as you could say that the protective coloring of a 00:16:01

butterfly who is somehow contrived to 00:16:06

make its wings look like enormous eyes 00:16:09

so that when a bird who is about to 00:16:12

devour this beast is confronted by these 00:16:14

staring eyes the bird is a little 00:16:16

hesitating as when you stare at somebody 00:16:18

they always taken a little bit of back 00:16:20

so the butterfly appears to staring and 00:16:26

perhaps you see this phenomenon of the 00:16:30

Marvel of staring wings of the butterfly 00:16:32

is in some way a result of exile the 00:16:35

anxiety to survive of all the problems 00:16:37

and struggles of that Pennsylvania 00:16:40

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nevertheless in 00:16:47

this 00:16:47

intense struggle we are unknowing poets 00:16:52

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you see 00:18:33

one of the greatest ideas in the world 00:18:37

that has ever been reduced is for my thinking the Hindu idea that the world 00:18:47

is a drama in which the central and 00:19:06

supreme self behind all existence gets 00:19:12

lost and involved and pretends plays 00:19:22

that he or it or he she or whatever you 00:19:26

want to call it is all the creatures 00:19:30

that there are and gets totally involved 00:19:35

and thus you see the more involved the 00:19:42

more anxious the more finite the more 00:19:49

limited the infinite manages to feel 00:19:53

itself to be the greater the artistry 00:20:01

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the greater the depth of the illusion which is created for you see all art is 00:21:04

in a way illusion the art of the 00:21:11

magician is the art of illusion the art 00:21:14

of misdirecting attention so that a 00:21:16

magic seems to appear and so in this way 00:21:21

the more there is anxiety the more there 00:21:28

is uncertainty to that degree the play 00:21:34

has succeeded in the same way as when 00:21:37

you are watching an actual play or 00:21:40

reading a novel or a movie the more the 00:21:45

author or the actors manage to grip you 00:21:49

and to persuade you just for a moment 00:21:52

that you are actually involved in 00:21:54

reality the more they have succeeded as 00:21:58

artists you may have a faint recognition 00:22:02

in the back of your mind that this is 00:22:04

after all only a play when you sit on 00:22:06

the edge of your seat and you're 00:22:07

sweating in your hands cuts the arms of 00:22:10

the chair the scene so grips you that is 00:22:15

magnificent acting and so the Hindus 00:22:17

feel that the whole arrangement of the 00:22:19

cosmos is something exactly like that 00:22:23

that when in the reality of actual life 00:22:27

you are sweating it out and you are 00:22:30

wondering whether this surgeon has got 00:22:32

to operate on you in a matter of life 00:22:34

and death is a competent man or a 00:22:36

charlatan or whether the investment that 00:22:41

you made is a good thing or whether it's 00:22:43

going to make you lose 00:22:45

see all those matters of terrific prices 00:22:50

are exactly the same as when you're 00:22:52

sitting in the theater sweating it out 00:22:54

there but now a far more convincing 00:22:56

theater has been arranged 00:22:58

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[Music] because as the Hindus would say that in 00:23:59

you which is it the basis of you the 00:24:08

thing that is real in you and that 00:24:10

connects you under the surface with 00:24:12

every other being that is alive this is 00:24:15

the player of the parts this is the 00:24:18

maker of the illusion this the player of 00:24:21

the game which has got you involved in 00:24:23

this mess and is living it up in the 00:24:26

same way as those actors on the stage 00:24:27

are living it up to convince you that 00:24:30

this is a real situation and this is 00:24:36

very understandable because basically 00:24:38

everybody loves to play this game 00:24:44

the game of hide-and-seek the game of 00:24:48

scaring oneself 00:24:51

running up behind yourself in the dark 00:24:53

and say boom all children like to do 00:24:59

this 00:24:59

and this is the most human thing that's why we go to the play to the movie why 00:25:05

we read No 00:25:12

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and our so-called real life is from the position of the mystic an extension of 00:25:52

the same thing because you see he is the 00:25:58

person who suddenly has realized the 00:26:01

game okay 00:26:02

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see if the game is hide-and-seek or if the game is lost and found everything to 00:27:06

do with the hide side or the lost side 00:27:15

is connected with where we as 00:27:19

individuals feel lonely 00:27:23

impotent put down so all the the 00:27:29

negative side of existence 00:27:32

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I have tried to show you at various times that there's really one simple 00:27:38

principle that underlies everything and 00:27:43

it's so simple it's funny the principle 00:27:46

is all insides have outsides because you 00:27:52

see you don't know that the inside is 00:27:54

inside unless there's an outside you 00:27:56

don't know that the outside is outside 00:27:58

and this is an inside ok then you as you 00:28:02

ordinarily feel yourself are the inside 00:28:05

you are the animate sensitive being 00:28:08

inside the skin that the inside of the 00:28:12

skin goes with the outside of the skin 00:28:14

if there weren't the outside of the skin 00:28:16

there wouldn't be no inside and the 00:28:18

outside of the skin is the whole darn 00:28:21

cosmos galaxies beyond galaxies and 00:28:25

everything that goes with the outside in 00:28:29

the same way that front goes with back 00:28:31

so that if you wake up and understand 00:28:33

that you find that the two are one and 00:28:37

the same identity one in the same self 00:28:37

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if we go back you see to the experience that I described as mystical we see that 00:29:56

it is the vision 00:30:05

I tried to put it fumbling ly in the 00:30:08

sense of the rightness the harmonious of 00:30:12

everything that you are from one moment 00:30:15

to another that in other words human 00:30:22

behavior its ups and it's downs he is no 00:30:28

different in principle from the behavior 00:30:33

of the clouds or of the wind or of 00:30:40

dancing flames in the fireplace as you 00:30:45

watch the pattern of the dancing flames 00:30:48

they never do anything vulgar their 00:30:54

artistry is always perfect ultimately it 00:30:58

is the same with human beings we are 00:31:00

just as much a part of the natural order 00:31:03

as flames in the fire or stars in the 00:31:06

sky 00:31:07

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[Music] but this is only apparent to the person 00:32:24

who is honest in the sense in which I 00:32:32

have spoken in other words the person 00:32:35

who is tied up with trying to pretend 00:32:39

that his feelings are other than what 00:32:41

they actually are he can never see this 00:32:44

and he's always a troublemaker 00:32:48

he is the original hypocrite the person 00:32:53

who is unbelievably destructive is the 00:32:55

person who pretends that he is a model 00:33:00

of love and rectitude and justice and in 00:33:03

fact isn't 00:33:04

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[Music] because you see the moment you subscribe 00:34:23

to the idea that your inner feeling 00:34:31

should be commanded you let yourself in 00:34:36

completely for hypocrisy if you see you 00:34:47

tell another person that you love them 00:34:47

because you know you're supposed to them and in fact in your heart you don't love 00:34:55

your alive 00:35:00

and therefore the more you insist on that lie the more you feel it's your 00:35:11

duty to make your feelings over and to 00:35:17

love that other person the more you get 00:35:20

yourself deeper and deeper and deeper 00:35:22

into trouble 00:35:22

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because here if anywhere the truth will out you will not be able to sustain the 00:36:23

pretense you will not have sufficient 00:36:29

energy to go on pretending and making a 00:36:32

kind of mock of the feeling of love and 00:36:36

you have at last then if you're honest 00:36:41

to say I don't it doesn't matter whether 00:36:45

this is to some other human being or 00:36:47

whether in a religious situation you 00:36:49

have to sit back and look at the Lord 00:36:51

and say Lord I don't know I think you're 00:36:55

a long you're demanding you're 00:36:59

authoritarian you're domineering and 00:37:02

probably I ought to love you but I'm 00:37:04

sorry I don't 00:37:04

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now we think you see that an honest expression of our feelings would be 00:38:04

disruptive of law and order it wouldn't 00:38:11

not in the least 00:38:13

actually it would be contributed to it 00:38:16

because if I say to somebody look I'm 00:38:21

not doing this for you because I love 00:38:24

you or because I like you 00:38:25

I'm doing it for you because the book 00:38:27

says I must now that puts it up to the 00:38:31

other person who has to look within 00:38:34

himself and say honestly ought I to 00:38:37

accept this favor for this person or 00:38:44

ought I to go about seeing how I could 00:38:47

provide myself with these conveniences 00:38:47

he may say I understand you don't like doing this but excuse me I'm in a 00:38:58

terrible Jam and I will be most beholden 00:39:06

to you if for a little while yet you 00:39:09

will go against your feelings and help 00:39:11

me out see that's a nice way of doing 00:39:16

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real honesty is a genuine basis of morals real honesty is always not 00:40:36

pretending that your feelings are other 00:40:45

than they are we know as we deal with 00:40:50

situations practically that we may have 00:40:52

to do things that go against our 00:40:55

feelings and it's the same with helping 00:40:57

people when you have new you don't want 00:40:59

to help but on the whole it's rather 00:41:01

necessary to do so but don't ever be 00:41:05

dishonest in playing that your feelings 00:41:08

are not what they are 00:41:11

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recommend a book memories dreams and 00:42:34

reflections by CG yoke Jung's 00:42:37

autobiography the life story of a man 00:42:42

who in my opinion was a superb human 00:42:46

being in this particular sense of 00:42:51

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thoroughly knowing his own limitations 00:42:57

and of having a certain humor about him 00:43:01

a man who understood how to integrate 00:43:09

into his whole being the devil in 00:43:11

himself and the monkey in himself 00:43:13

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so then in the metaphysical sphere the mystic is the one who feels that 00:43:59

everything that happens is in some way 00:44:07

harmonious is in some way right is in 00:44:10

some way an integral part 00:44:16

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of the universe 00:44:20

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now when we transplant or translate that into the moral sphere the sphere of 00:46:04

human comment the equivalent is this 00:46:11

there are no wrong feelings there may be 00:46:19

wrong actions in the sense of actions 00:46:25

contrary to the rules of human 00:46:28

communication but the way you feel 00:46:33

towards other people loving hating etc 00:46:38

etc there aren't any wrong feelings and 00:46:42

so to try and force one's feelings to be 00:46:46

other than what they are is absurd and 00:46:49

furthermore dishonest but you see the 00:46:56

the idea that there are no wrong 00:46:58

feelings is an immensely threatening 00:47:00

idea to people who are afraid to feel in 00:47:05

any case 00:47:05

and this is one of the peculiar problems of our culture that we are terrified of 00:47:12

our feelings because they they take off 00:47:23

on their own and we think that if we 00:47:28

give them any scope and if we don't 00:47:32

immediately beat them down they will 00:47:34

lead us into all kinds of chaotic and 00:47:38

destructive action it's so funny that we 00:47:43

in our Western culture today say that 00:47:45

kind of thing 00:47:46

we who do more chaotic and reckless kind 00:47:49

of action than anybody ever did but if 00:47:55

for a change 00:47:57

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we would allow our feelings and look 00:48:02

upon their comings and goings as 00:48:04

something as beautiful and as natural 00:48:07

and necessary as changes in the weather 00:48:10

the going of night and day and of the 00:48:14

four seasons we would be at peace with 00:48:16

ourselves because what is problematic 00:48:20

for Western man he is not so much his 00:48:24

struggles with other people and their 00:48:29

needs and their problems as he struggled 00:48:31

with his own feelings what he will allow 00:48:35

himself to feel and what he won't allow 00:48:37

himself to feel he's ashamed to feel 00:48:45

really profoundly sad so much so that he 00:48:50

could cry it is not manly to cry he is 00:48:56

ashamed to loathe somebody because you 00:48:59

are not supposed to hate people 00:48:59

he's ashamed to be so overcome with the beauty of something whether it be a 00:49:08

natural landscape or a member of the 00:49:12

opposite sex that he goes out of his 00:49:16

mind with this beautiful because all 00:49:20

that kind of thing is not being in 00:49:22

control old boys not kind of having your 00:49:24

hand on a wheel 00:49:26

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but it is because you see we don't go with that that we are not in control 00:49:36

that we try to pretend that our inner life is different so I think this is the 00:49:47

most releasing thing that anybody can 00:49:58

possibly understand 00:49:58

that your inner feeling is never wrong 00:50:06

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that's to say 00:52:29

what you feel 00:52:32

it's never wrong that you feel that way it may not be a right guide to what you 00:52:38

should do in other words if you feel 00:52:47

that you hate someone intensely it isn't 00:52:51

necessarily the right way of dealing 00:52:52

with that feeling to go out and cut his 00:52:54

throat but it is right that you should 00:52:59

have the feeling of hating or are being 00:53:04

sad or of or frightened terrified 00:53:07

whatever it is 00:53:07

for you see when a person comes to himself he comes to be one with his own 00:53:14

feeling and that is the only way of 00:53:21

being in a position to control it it is 00:53:27

in exactly this way that the Sailor 00:53:27

always keeps the wind in his sails whether he wants to sail with the wind 00:53:35

or whether he wants to sail against the 00:53:40

wind he always uses the wind he never 00:53:43

denies the wind well in its exactly that 00:53:46

same sense that a person has to keep 00:53:49

going with his own feeling whether he 00:53:53

wants to act as the feeling 00:53:54

obviously suggests or act in a different 00:53:57

way he has to keep the feeling with him 00:54:00

because that's his own essential self 00:54:00

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[Music] so to sum up what the mystic primarily 00:57:19

feels is the divinity the glory of 00:57:30

whatever is and when we apply that to 00:57:37

the moral sphere what is is what one 00:57:43

feels genuinely 00:57:43

and this must always be admitted always allowed it doesn't mean to say let me 00:57:51

emphasize this it doesn't mean that we 00:58:00

always are therefore compelled to act 00:58:02

upon the basis of what we feel that is 00:58:06

to say that you kill the person we hate 00:58:09

hatred does not necessarily lead to 00:58:12

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it is unacknowledged hatred that leads 00:58:16

to violence honest hatred can be 00:58:23

expressed in much simpler ways but the 00:58:29

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acceptance of what is honestly felt is 00:58:37

the moral equivalent of the vision that 00:58:41

whatever exists is a manifestation of 00:58:44

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