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so then let's consider first of all what 00:00:01

so then let's consider first of all what 00:00:04

so then let's consider first of all what is a mind in the grip of vicious circles 00:00:04

is a mind in the grip of vicious circles 00:00:09

is a mind in the grip of vicious circles well one of the most obvious instances 00:00:09

well one of the most obvious instances 00:00:12

well one of the most obvious instances that we all know is the phenomenon of 00:00:12

that we all know is the phenomenon of 00:00:14

that we all know is the phenomenon of worry the doctor tells you that you have 00:00:14

worry the doctor tells you that you have 00:00:18

worry the doctor tells you that you have to have an operation and that has been 00:00:18

to have an operation and that has been 00:00:23

to have an operation and that has been set up so that automatically everybody 00:00:23

set up so that automatically everybody 00:00:26

set up so that automatically everybody worries about it but since worrying 00:00:26

worries about it but since worrying 00:00:31

worries about it but since worrying takes away your appetite and your sleep 00:00:31

takes away your appetite and your sleep 00:00:34

takes away your appetite and your sleep it's not good for you but you can't stop 00:00:34

it's not good for you but you can't stop 00:00:39

it's not good for you but you can't stop worrying and therefore you get 00:00:39

worrying and therefore you get 00:00:41

worrying and therefore you get additionally worried that you are 00:00:41

additionally worried that you are 00:00:42

additionally worried that you are worrying and then furthermore because 00:00:42

worrying and then furthermore because 00:00:48

worrying and then furthermore because that is quite absurd and you're mad at 00:00:48

that is quite absurd and you're mad at 00:00:50

that is quite absurd and you're mad at yourself because you do it you are 00:00:50

yourself because you do it you are 00:00:52

yourself because you do it you are worried because you worry because you 00:00:52

worried because you worry because you 00:00:54

worried because you worry because you won that is a vicious circle 00:00:54

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so now can you allow your mind to be 00:01:02

so now can you allow your mind to be 00:01:07

so now can you allow your mind to be quiet isn't it difficult because the 00:01:07

quiet isn't it difficult because the 00:01:13

quiet isn't it difficult because the mind seems to be like a monkey jumping 00:01:13

mind seems to be like a monkey jumping 00:01:15

mind seems to be like a monkey jumping up and down and jabbering all the time 00:01:15

up and down and jabbering all the time 00:01:17

up and down and jabbering all the time once you've learned to think you can't 00:01:17

once you've learned to think you can't 00:01:19

once you've learned to think you can't stop and an enormous number of people 00:01:19

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devote their lives to keeping their 00:01:27

devote their lives to keeping their 00:01:30

devote their lives to keeping their minds busy and feel extremely 00:01:30

minds busy and feel extremely 00:01:33

minds busy and feel extremely uncomfortable with silence when you're 00:01:33

uncomfortable with silence when you're 00:01:37

uncomfortable with silence when you're alone nobody is saying anything there's 00:01:37

alone nobody is saying anything there's 00:01:40

alone nobody is saying anything there's nothing to do there's this there's worry 00:01:40

nothing to do there's this there's worry 00:01:46

nothing to do there's this there's worry this lack of distraction I'm left alone 00:01:46

this lack of distraction I'm left alone 00:01:49

this lack of distraction I'm left alone with myself and I wanna get away from 00:01:49

with myself and I wanna get away from 00:01:51

with myself and I wanna get away from myself I'm always wanting to get away 00:01:51

myself I'm always wanting to get away 00:01:52

myself I'm always wanting to get away from myself that's why I go to the 00:01:52

from myself that's why I go to the 00:01:53

from myself that's why I go to the movies that's why I read mystery stories 00:01:53

movies that's why I read mystery stories 00:01:55

movies that's why I read mystery stories that's why I go after the girls or 00:01:55

that's why I go after the girls or 00:01:57

that's why I go after the girls or anything that you do or get drunk or 00:01:57

anything that you do or get drunk or 00:01:59

anything that you do or get drunk or whatever I don't want to be with myself 00:01:59

whatever I don't want to be with myself 00:02:00

whatever I don't want to be with myself I feel queer 00:02:00

I feel queer 00:02:05

I feel queer so well why do you want to run away from 00:02:05

so well why do you want to run away from 00:02:07

so well why do you want to run away from yourself what's so bad about what do you 00:02:07

yourself what's so bad about what do you 00:02:10

yourself what's so bad about what do you want to forget it is why do you want to 00:02:10

want to forget it is why do you want to 00:02:11

want to forget it is why do you want to become because you are addicted to 00:02:11

become because you are addicted to 00:02:14

become because you are addicted to thoughts 00:02:14

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it's a drug you think 00:02:17

it's a drug you think 00:02:21

it's a drug you think policy thinking that on and on and on 00:02:21

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so there's a difficulty about stopping 00:02:28

so there's a difficulty about stopping 00:02:31

so there's a difficulty about stopping that activity and you really have to 00:02:31

that activity and you really have to 00:02:33

that activity and you really have to stop it if you want to be seen because 00:02:33

stop it if you want to be seen because 00:02:37

stop it if you want to be seen because if I talk all the time I don't hear what 00:02:37

if I talk all the time I don't hear what 00:02:41

if I talk all the time I don't hear what anyone else has to say and I'll end up 00:02:41

anyone else has to say and I'll end up 00:02:44

anyone else has to say and I'll end up in the situation of having nothing to 00:02:44

in the situation of having nothing to 00:02:46

in the situation of having nothing to talk about but my own talking 00:02:46

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or seven exactly the same way if I think 00:02:49

or seven exactly the same way if I think 00:02:52

or seven exactly the same way if I think over time I won't have anything to think 00:02:52

over time I won't have anything to think 00:02:54

over time I won't have anything to think about except thoughts so in order to 00:02:54

about except thoughts so in order to 00:02:58

about except thoughts so in order to have something to think about there are 00:02:58

have something to think about there are 00:03:00

have something to think about there are times when you simply must stop thinking 00:03:00

times when you simply must stop thinking 00:03:03

times when you simply must stop thinking well how do you do that 00:03:03

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the first rule is don't try to 00:03:07

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because if you do you will be like 00:03:14

because if you do you will be like 00:03:17

because if you do you will be like someone trying to make rough water 00:03:17

someone trying to make rough water 00:03:19

someone trying to make rough water smooth with a flat iron and all that 00:03:19

smooth with a flat iron and all that 00:03:23

smooth with a flat iron and all that will do will stir it up so in the same 00:03:23

will do will stir it up so in the same 00:03:29

will do will stir it up so in the same way as a muddy turbulent pool quiets 00:03:29

way as a muddy turbulent pool quiets 00:03:33

way as a muddy turbulent pool quiets itself when left alone you have to know 00:03:33

itself when left alone you have to know 00:03:36

itself when left alone you have to know how to leave your mind alone it will 00:03:36

how to leave your mind alone it will 00:03:43

how to leave your mind alone it will quiet itself 00:03:43