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the disappearance of our memory in death 00:00:08
the disappearance of our memory in death 00:00:12
the disappearance of our memory in death is not really something to be regretted 00:00:12
is not really something to be regretted 00:00:15
is not really something to be regretted of course everybody wishes to hold 00:00:15
of course everybody wishes to hold 00:00:20
of course everybody wishes to hold forever to the memories and to the 00:00:20
forever to the memories and to the 00:00:22
forever to the memories and to the people and the situations that he 00:00:22
people and the situations that he 00:00:24
people and the situations that he particularly loves but surely if we 00:00:24
particularly loves but surely if we 00:00:28
particularly loves but surely if we think this room is that what we actually 00:00:28
think this room is that what we actually 00:00:31
think this room is that what we actually want do we really want to have those we 00:00:31
want do we really want to have those we 00:00:36
want do we really want to have those we love 00:00:36
love 00:00:36
love however greatly we love them for always 00:00:36
however greatly we love them for always 00:00:38
however greatly we love them for always and always and always and always 00:00:38
and always and always and always 00:00:42
and always and always and always isn't it inconceivable but even in a 00:00:42
isn't it inconceivable but even in a 00:00:44
isn't it inconceivable but even in a very distant future we wouldn't get 00:00:44
very distant future we wouldn't get 00:00:47
very distant future we wouldn't get tired and this indeed is the secret of 00:00:47
tired and this indeed is the secret of 00:00:53
tired and this indeed is the secret of them this is why the demon of 00:00:53
them this is why the demon of 00:00:54
them this is why the demon of impermanence is been us because it is 00:00:54
impermanence is been us because it is 00:00:58
impermanence is been us because it is forgetting about things that renews 00:00:58
forgetting about things that renews 00:01:01
forgetting about things that renews their wonder just think when you opened 00:01:01
their wonder just think when you opened 00:01:05
their wonder just think when you opened your eyes on the world for the first 00:01:05
your eyes on the world for the first 00:01:07
your eyes on the world for the first time as a child our brilliant colors 00:01:07
time as a child our brilliant colors 00:01:11
time as a child our brilliant colors were what a duel the sunlight what 00:01:11
were what a duel the sunlight what 00:01:15
were what a duel the sunlight what Marvel's the star how incredibly alive 00:01:15
Marvel's the star how incredibly alive 00:01:19
Marvel's the star how incredibly alive the trees after because they were new to 00:01:19
the trees after because they were new to 00:01:22
the trees after because they were new to your heart or in the same way you know 00:01:22
your heart or in the same way you know 00:01:25
your heart or in the same way you know how it is you've been reading a mystery 00:01:25
how it is you've been reading a mystery 00:01:27
how it is you've been reading a mystery story and you're looking around the 00:01:27
story and you're looking around the 00:01:30
story and you're looking around the house one time to read you pick up an 00:01:30
house one time to read you pick up an 00:01:32
house one time to read you pick up an old mystery story if you read it years 00:01:32
old mystery story if you read it years 00:01:34
old mystery story if you read it years and years ago and you've forgotten all 00:01:34
and years ago and you've forgotten all 00:01:35
and years ago and you've forgotten all about the clock it still excites you but 00:01:35
about the clock it still excites you but 00:01:38
about the clock it still excites you but if you remember the plot it doesn't 00:01:38
if you remember the plot it doesn't 00:01:39
if you remember the plot it doesn't excite you and so by the dispensation of 00:01:39
excite you and so by the dispensation of 00:01:43
excite you and so by the dispensation of forgetting the world is constantly 00:01:43
forgetting the world is constantly 00:01:46
forgetting the world is constantly renewed and we are able to see it again 00:01:47
renewed and we are able to see it again 00:01:50
renewed and we are able to see it again in the game and to love again and again 00:01:50
in the game and to love again and again 00:01:54
in the game and to love again and again to have people to whom we are deeply 00:01:54
to have people to whom we are deeply 00:01:58
to have people to whom we are deeply attached and deeply formed always with 00:01:58
attached and deeply formed always with 00:02:01
attached and deeply formed always with renewed intensity and without the 00:02:01
renewed intensity and without the 00:02:04
renewed intensity and without the contrast of having seen before before 00:02:04
contrast of having seen before before 00:02:08
contrast of having seen before before before before always and always and 00:02:08
before before always and always and 00:02:10
before before always and always and always 00:02:10
always 00:02:11
always another consequence of this is a very 00:02:11
another consequence of this is a very 00:02:16
another consequence of this is a very curious realization remember that 00:02:16
curious realization remember that 00:02:20
curious realization remember that question who would I be if my mother had 00:02:20
question who would I be if my mother had 00:02:24
question who would I be if my mother had married someone else who if I were you 00:02:24
married someone else who if I were you 00:02:30
married someone else who if I were you one life so easily to being you I might 00:02:30
one life so easily to being you I might 00:02:35
one life so easily to being you I might so easily have been born in China in 00:02:35
so easily have been born in China in 00:02:37
so easily have been born in China in India why do I feel that the world is 00:02:37
India why do I feel that the world is 00:02:39
India why do I feel that the world is centered in this place as distinct from 00:02:39
centered in this place as distinct from 00:02:41
centered in this place as distinct from some other place you jolly well know the 00:02:41
some other place you jolly well know the 00:02:43
some other place you jolly well know the world is centered where you are and this 00:02:43
world is centered where you are and this 00:02:49
world is centered where you are and this gives one a very strange theme of the 00:02:49
gives one a very strange theme of the 00:02:53
gives one a very strange theme of the idea that other people jolly well exist 00:02:53
idea that other people jolly well exist 00:02:56
idea that other people jolly well exist in the same sense you do everybody's 00:02:56
in the same sense you do everybody's 00:02:59
in the same sense you do everybody's name is high that's what you call 00:02:59
name is high that's what you call 00:03:01
name is high that's what you call yourself so there will always be eyes 00:03:01
yourself so there will always be eyes 00:03:06
yourself so there will always be eyes and world every eye is in a way the same 00:03:06
and world every eye is in a way the same 00:03:11
and world every eye is in a way the same eye we all might be anyone at all and 00:03:11
eye we all might be anyone at all and 00:03:15
eye we all might be anyone at all and there is no escape it goes on and on and 00:03:15
there is no escape it goes on and on and 00:03:19
there is no escape it goes on and on and on so long as there is consciousness 00:03:19
on so long as there is consciousness 00:03:21
on so long as there is consciousness anywhere that is I you then in a way 00:03:21
anywhere that is I you then in a way 00:03:25
anywhere that is I you then in a way look out through all eyes 00:03:25