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the owner had a tremendous humor and he 00:00:00
the owner had a tremendous humor and he 00:00:04
the owner had a tremendous humor and he knew that nobody can be completely 00:00:04
knew that nobody can be completely 00:00:07
knew that nobody can be completely honest that you will try and they will 00:00:07
honest that you will try and they will 00:00:11
honest that you will try and they will have a great deal of success in 00:00:11
have a great deal of success in 00:00:14
have a great deal of success in exploring your motivations and your dark 00:00:14
exploring your motivations and your dark 00:00:18
exploring your motivations and your dark unconscious depths but there will be a 00:00:18
unconscious depths but there will be a 00:00:21
unconscious depths but there will be a certain point at which you will say well 00:00:21
certain point at which you will say well 00:00:24
certain point at which you will say well I've had enough of that do you see how 00:00:24
I've had enough of that do you see how 00:00:29
I've had enough of that do you see how in a strange way there's a certain 00:00:29
in a strange way there's a certain 00:00:31
in a strange way there's a certain sanity in that when a person in doubt is 00:00:31
sanity in that when a person in doubt is 00:00:40
sanity in that when a person in doubt is in a certain kind of duplicity of 00:00:40
in a certain kind of duplicity of 00:00:42
in a certain kind of duplicity of deception there is something you all 00:00:42
deception there is something you all 00:00:46
deception there is something you all laughed when I said that it was 00:00:46
laughed when I said that it was 00:00:47
laughed when I said that it was something humorous about it 00:00:47
something humorous about it 00:00:48
something humorous about it and this humor is very funny thing 00:00:48
and this humor is very funny thing 00:00:58
and this humor is very funny thing basically humor is an attitude of 00:00:58
basically humor is an attitude of 00:01:00
basically humor is an attitude of laughter about oneself there is 00:01:00
laughter about oneself there is 00:01:04
laughter about oneself there is malicious humor or which is laughing at 00:01:04
malicious humor or which is laughing at 00:01:06
malicious humor or which is laughing at other people but real deep humor is 00:01:06
other people but real deep humor is 00:01:10
other people but real deep humor is laughter at oneself now why 00:01:10
laughter at oneself now why 00:01:12
laughter at oneself now why fundamentally do you laugh about 00:01:12
fundamentally do you laugh about 00:01:13
fundamentally do you laugh about yourself what makes you laugh about 00:01:13
yourself what makes you laugh about 00:01:16
yourself what makes you laugh about yourself isn't it because you know that 00:01:16
yourself isn't it because you know that 00:01:22
yourself isn't it because you know that there is a big difference between what 00:01:22
there is a big difference between what 00:01:24
there is a big difference between what goes on the outside and what goes on the 00:01:24
goes on the outside and what goes on the 00:01:26
goes on the outside and what goes on the inside that if I hint you see that your 00:01:26
inside that if I hint you see that your 00:01:34
inside that if I hint you see that your inside is the opposite of your outside 00:01:34
inside is the opposite of your outside 00:01:36
inside is the opposite of your outside it makes people laugh if I don't do it 00:01:36
it makes people laugh if I don't do it 00:01:38
it makes people laugh if I don't do it unkindly if I get up in the attitude of 00:01:38
unkindly if I get up in the attitude of 00:01:42
unkindly if I get up in the attitude of a preacher and say you're a bunch of 00:01:42
a preacher and say you're a bunch of 00:01:45
a preacher and say you're a bunch of miserable sinners and you ought to be 00:01:45
miserable sinners and you ought to be 00:01:47
miserable sinners and you ought to be different nobody laughs 00:01:47
but if I say well after all boys will be 00:01:51
but if I say well after all boys will be 00:01:55
but if I say well after all boys will be boys we all know then then then people 00:01:55
boys we all know then then then people 00:01:59
boys we all know then then then people laughed now we see what's what's 00:01:59
laughed now we see what's what's 00:02:01
laughed now we see what's what's happening when we do that now I passed 00:02:01
happening when we do that now I passed 00:02:04
happening when we do that now I passed you around a lot of embroidery to look 00:02:04
you around a lot of embroidery to look 00:02:06
you around a lot of embroidery to look at before we started and I'm perfectly 00:02:06
at before we started and I'm perfectly 00:02:10
at before we started and I'm perfectly sure that you've got the point that 00:02:10
sure that you've got the point that 00:02:13
sure that you've got the point that there's a big difference between the 00:02:13
there's a big difference between the 00:02:15
there's a big difference between the front of the back in some forms of 00:02:15
front of the back in some forms of 00:02:19
front of the back in some forms of embroidery the back is very different 00:02:19
embroidery the back is very different 00:02:20
embroidery the back is very different from the front because people take 00:02:20
from the front because people take 00:02:22
from the front because people take shortcuts in the front everything is 00:02:22
shortcuts in the front everything is 00:02:25
shortcuts in the front everything is orderly and it is supposed to be kind of 00:02:25
orderly and it is supposed to be kind of 00:02:29
orderly and it is supposed to be kind of messy on the back side see which side 00:02:29
messy on the back side see which side 00:02:32
messy on the back side see which side will you wear you've got to be sure you 00:02:32
will you wear you've got to be sure you 00:02:36
will you wear you've got to be sure you get the front in the front have the back 00:02:36
get the front in the front have the back 00:02:38
get the front in the front have the back in the back the back has all the little 00:02:38
in the back the back has all the little 00:02:39
in the back the back has all the little tricks in it all the shortcuts all the 00:02:39
tricks in it all the shortcuts all the 00:02:41
tricks in it all the shortcuts all the low down that people don't acknowledge 00:02:41
low down that people don't acknowledge 00:02:43
low down that people don't acknowledge see and it's exactly the same with the 00:02:43
see and it's exactly the same with the 00:02:46
see and it's exactly the same with the way we live 00:02:46
way we live 00:02:47
way we live you know like sweeping the dust under 00:02:47
you know like sweeping the dust under 00:02:49
you know like sweeping the dust under the carpet in a hurry just before the 00:02:49
the carpet in a hurry just before the 00:02:50
the carpet in a hurry just before the guests come I mean we do ever so many 00:02:50
guests come I mean we do ever so many 00:02:53
guests come I mean we do ever so many things like that and if you don't do it 00:02:53
things like that and if you don't do it 00:02:56
things like that and if you don't do it if you don't think you do it and you 00:02:56
if you don't think you do it and you 00:02:58
if you don't think you do it and you think well really I have my embroidery 00:02:58
think well really I have my embroidery 00:03:00
think well really I have my embroidery is the same on both sides 00:03:00
is the same on both sides 00:03:02
is the same on both sides see well you're deceiving yourself 00:03:02
see well you're deceiving yourself 00:03:05
see well you're deceiving yourself because what you're doing is you're 00:03:05
because what you're doing is you're 00:03:07
because what you're doing is you're taking the shortcuts in another 00:03:07
taking the shortcuts in another 00:03:08
taking the shortcuts in another dimension which you're keeping out of 00:03:08
dimension which you're keeping out of 00:03:10
dimension which you're keeping out of consciousness 00:03:10
consciousness 00:03:11
consciousness everybody takes the shortcuts everybody 00:03:11
everybody takes the shortcuts everybody 00:03:14
everybody takes the shortcuts everybody plays tricks everybody has in himself an 00:03:14
plays tricks everybody has in himself an 00:03:20
plays tricks everybody has in himself an element of duplicity of deception 00:03:20
element of duplicity of deception 00:03:24
element of duplicity of deception because you see from this point of view 00:03:24
because you see from this point of view 00:03:27
because you see from this point of view that I'm discussing where the web is the 00:03:27
that I'm discussing where the web is the 00:03:29
that I'm discussing where the web is the trap to be is to deceive 00:03:29
think of camouflage the chameleon who 00:03:39
think of camouflage the chameleon who 00:03:43
think of camouflage the chameleon who changes its color think of the butterfly 00:03:43
changes its color think of the butterfly 00:03:45
changes its color think of the butterfly pretending it has eyes think of the 00:03:45
pretending it has eyes think of the 00:03:50
pretending it has eyes think of the flower saying to the be like my honey 00:03:50
bee says wow but then that means that 00:03:56
bee says wow but then that means that 00:04:01
bee says wow but then that means that the bee has to be and it has to go on 00:04:01
the bee has to be and it has to go on 00:04:03
the bee has to be and it has to go on living and all the trouble it takes to 00:04:03
living and all the trouble it takes to 00:04:05
living and all the trouble it takes to go around collecting honey and raising 00:04:05
go around collecting honey and raising 00:04:07
go around collecting honey and raising other bees and organizing itself and 00:04:07
other bees and organizing itself and 00:04:09
other bees and organizing itself and doing that dance which tells the other 00:04:09
doing that dance which tells the other 00:04:11
doing that dance which tells the other bees where there's more honey it's all 00:04:11
bees where there's more honey it's all 00:04:13
bees where there's more honey it's all that stuff to do as a flower I was 00:04:13
that stuff to do as a flower I was 00:04:16
that stuff to do as a flower I was deceptive now in the same way I've often 00:04:16
deceptive now in the same way I've often 00:04:21
deceptive now in the same way I've often said well life is is a drama and a drama 00:04:21
said well life is is a drama and a drama 00:04:24
said well life is is a drama and a drama is a deception it's a big act when you 00:04:24
is a deception it's a big act when you 00:04:28
is a deception it's a big act when you peel an onion and you don't really 00:04:28
peel an onion and you don't really 00:04:30
peel an onion and you don't really understand the nature of an onion you 00:04:30
understand the nature of an onion you 00:04:32
understand the nature of an onion you might look for the pit in the center 00:04:32
might look for the pit in the center 00:04:34
might look for the pit in the center like any ordinary fruit has but the 00:04:34
like any ordinary fruit has but the 00:04:37
like any ordinary fruit has but the onion doesn't have a center it's all 00:04:37
onion doesn't have a center it's all 00:04:40
onion doesn't have a center it's all skins so when you get right down there's 00:04:40
skins so when you get right down there's 00:04:43
skins so when you get right down there's nothing but a bunch of skins you say 00:04:43
nothing but a bunch of skins you say 00:04:46
nothing but a bunch of skins you say well that was a kind of disappointing 00:04:46
well that was a kind of disappointing 00:04:50
well that was a kind of disappointing but of course you have to understand 00:04:50
but of course you have to understand 00:04:54
but of course you have to understand that the skins were the part that you 00:04:54
that the skins were the part that you 00:04:56
that the skins were the part that you eat well in rather the same way see you 00:04:56
eat well in rather the same way see you 00:05:00
eat well in rather the same way see you find when you explore yourself in your 00:05:00
find when you explore yourself in your 00:05:03
find when you explore yourself in your motivations and you go through and 00:05:03
motivations and you go through and 00:05:05
motivations and you go through and through and you try to find out that 00:05:05
through and you try to find out that 00:05:06
through and you try to find out that thing which is really genuine that's why 00:05:06
thing which is really genuine that's why 00:05:10
thing which is really genuine that's why in Zen discipline they give you cones 00:05:10
in Zen discipline they give you cones 00:05:13
in Zen discipline they give you cones which require a perfectly genuine act an 00:05:13
which require a perfectly genuine act an 00:05:16
which require a perfectly genuine act an act of total and absolute sincerity and 00:05:16
act of total and absolute sincerity and 00:05:22
act of total and absolute sincerity and people knock themselves out trying to do 00:05:22
people knock themselves out trying to do 00:05:25
people knock themselves out trying to do this thing would they always know that 00:05:25
this thing would they always know that 00:05:26
this thing would they always know that the Masters going to catch him because 00:05:26
the Masters going to catch him because 00:05:29
the Masters going to catch him because he reads their thought you know that 00:05:29
he reads their thought you know that 00:05:31
he reads their thought you know that story of von Kleist about the man who 00:05:31
story of von Kleist about the man who 00:05:34
story of von Kleist about the man who had a fight with a bear and the bear 00:05:34
had a fight with a bear and the bear 00:05:37
had a fight with a bear and the bear could read his thoughts so that the only 00:05:37
could read his thoughts so that the only 00:05:40
could read his thoughts so that the only way of hitting the bear was to do so not 00:05:40
way of hitting the bear was to do so not 00:05:42
way of hitting the bear was to do so not on purpose because the bear would know 00:05:42
on purpose because the bear would know 00:05:46
on purpose because the bear would know in advance so it's the same in working 00:05:46
in advance so it's the same in working 00:05:48
in advance so it's the same in working with his Enma 00:05:48
with his Enma 00:05:48
with his Enma you have to do the genuine act not on 00:05:49
you have to do the genuine act not on 00:05:52
you have to do the genuine act not on purpose but since you're put in a 00:05:52
purpose but since you're put in a 00:05:57
purpose but since you're put in a situation where it's rather formal and 00:05:57
situation where it's rather formal and 00:06:00
situation where it's rather formal and you're supposed to do it on purpose 00:06:00
you're supposed to do it on purpose 00:06:02
you're supposed to do it on purpose you're stuck you see so you explore the 00:06:02
you're stuck you see so you explore the 00:06:09
you're stuck you see so you explore the onion and you go in and in in then 00:06:09
onion and you go in and in in then 00:06:14
onion and you go in and in in then you'll find well it's all a deception 00:06:14